March 15, 2013

After welcoming a new participant and warming up, we played an improv game that involves singing. While some of the women were reticent to participate, others jumped in and gave it a try, and everyone was very enthusiastic about the work they did. What really impressed me was that most of the women willing to try this game were newer participants, one of whom was the one who joined the group today. This says a lot about their desire to try something different and to go out on a limb. I could tell that it made the others, who are weary of people joining the group and then leaving, feel better about these particular participants. We took some time to divide up into groups to work on the pieces they’ve been memorizing. After about fifteen minutes, we reconvened to go through each scene and see how everyone did.

The first group to go had worked on part of Act I Scene ii. They took on a very large portion of the scene with varying levels of success. The woman playing Ferdinand only had memorized a little bit. She readily asserted that this was because she hadn’t put much effort into it, and she knows she needs to do better in the future, but she isn’t worried about getting her part memorized. The participant who is playing Prospero memorized about two thirds of the scene, but got hung up at the end because the blocking there hasn’t been solidified. The group agreed that she could work out blocking herself to help her learn her lines, propose it to the others, and we would decide together whether or not it works. The woman playing Miranda had all of her lines completely memorized, but delivered them with no feeling whatsoever. This was cause, however, for amusement and reassurance rather than a reason for anyone to attack her – acting often goes out the window when lines are first memorized, and she knows that she needs to keep working on the lines so that she can play her character truthfully while saying them.

The next group had taken on a few pages of Act II Scene i. The participant playing Gonzalo, who has been in the group for over a year, said she found herself nearly going on autopilot and saying her lines from the last session. Although memorization is challenging for her, she did a great job, and everyone praised her for it. A very new participant who is concerned about her ability to memorize took on Francisco’s few lines and still found that she only remembered the first couple. She said she thought perhaps this was due to the method she was using, and the others advised her on other methods based on what they have done. She is not giving up! She will try other ways to memorize. Another recent addition had taken on Adrian’s lines, and she is comfortable learning his part, but doesn’t want anything larger. The woman playing Antonio only had a couple of lines in the scene, but feels good about memorization in general. She is getting more comfortable with the text. The other two participants, playing Alonso and Sebastian, found memorization to be very easy, and even to be an expression of their dedication to the group. The ease with which they have memorized their lines has made things easier for everyone else and will continue to do so.

The Master also worked her lines, which she has more or less memorized, with the help of another new participant. This new participant is eager to take on her own part, and she is going to look at the goddesses later in the play. The woman playing Trinculo ran through her first speech, and she did all right, but she knows she needs to put more effort in.

All in all, the group felt that this experiment in memorization and deadlines worked well for them, even those who did not know their lines perfectly. Everyone now has a better idea of how much they need to work on their lines in order to meet the “real” off-book deadline of April 15. No one regretted having tried this out.

March 5, 2013

We began today by discussing how well things went last time and how we can continue to have positive experiences like that. After our warm up, we played another new improv game that involved giving clues, much like in Party Quirks. Everyone had a lot of fun and got steadily better and better at the game the more we played it. They are gaining a lot of confidence with this sort of thing. Especially exciting was the participation of two new participants. Everyone gets very excited when new members jump in like that.

One of the women then said that she felt like it was time for everyone to challenge themselves a bit more. She had the idea to put every character’s name on a scrap of paper, then pull papers at random to determine scenes that would need to be memorized within a week. Some of the women liked this idea, but others were hesitant. One said that she didn’t object to giving everyone a push, but it might be better to take on a little less at first – she, for one, has a slight learning disability that makes memorization a slow process for her. It’s something she knows she can do, but the pressure to memorize an entire scene in a week would probably make her stress out to the point where she couldn’t memorize anything.

We decided to change the initial plan a bit to make it less stressful for everyone while still providing a challenge. The decision was that everyone needs to memorize something by next Friday. As a group, they then decided how to team up on portions of the script so that, for the most part, they are not working alone. The only person working on a monologue is the participant playing Ariel – the rest are working on portions of scenes. One of our new participants who is not sure she can memorize anything, period, is working on a very small part in one of the scenes as an experiment. I’m really glad she’s willing to go out on a limb – she might surprise herself. Our other new participant is also giving a try to a part that she thinks might end up being too big of a commitment for her, but, again, I’m just glad she’s diving in with a positive attitude.

It will be interesting to see how this experiment works out. I’m very enthusiastic about giving it a try, especially since the idea came from one of the participants and not from me – the more ownership they take of the process, and not just the performance, the better the experience will be for them. And pushing themselves to memorize even a little bit this far ahead of the deadline they set will give them a good idea of how much time it will take them to memorize all of their lines.

March 1, 2013

One of the participants came in today feeling very emotional about some things going on in her personal life. We took some time to let her talk about what was going on, and others in the group offered their support and advice. She seemed to feel a little calmer after our talk, but asked if she could just observe for the day anyway. I said that would be fine, but I’d love for her to warm up with us – I had a warm up in mind that we haven’t done in a very long time that I thought would make all of us feel better. This warm up was the Six Directions, in which one pushes one’s energy in different directions with different qualities of movement. It comes from Michael Chekhov technique and is usually a favorite among groups with which I’ve worked. We did the exercise, and everyone remarked about how much more awake, alive and energetic they felt afterward – one said it was almost like Tai Chi, and it gave her more focus and positive feeling. I then taught them the psychological gesture “to uplift,” and we took turns with one person in the center of the circle and the rest uplifting her. As always with this exercise, each individual to be “uplifted” did feel lighter and more cheerful afterward. They want to do these exercises more often in the future.

After this, I asked the group what they wanted to work on. They all wanted to work on a scene with a good number of people in it, even though it was a low attendance day and we would have to work with substitutes. They chose Act III Scene iii, in which Ariel torments the men from the ship. We have decided to cut the banquet portion of the scene for simplicity's sake.

The participant playing Sebastian stopped things at one point, expressing frustration that the woman playing Antonio is not taking all of her suggestions. I asked Antonio why she is hesitant to do certain things on stage (in this case, she was hesitant to stand close to Sebastian and be aggressive), and she said she didn’t know. That led to a brief discussion about how people in the group come to the material with different backgrounds – some are very comfortable reading aloud, and some are not; some have no inhibitions on stage, and some are extremely inhibited. I reassured her (and the rest of the group) that, because of this, not everyone will move at the same pace, but everyone will grow, and that’s what is important. I also asked the participant if it was okay for us to gently push her, knowing that she can tell us it’s too much at any time. She agreed. She then pushed herself further in subsequent readings.

I stood in for the participant who plays Ariel today, which proved to be a lot of fun for everyone. We experimented with the key words to which the men react in her monologue, and then we worked on different ways in which they physically react. They really enjoyed having me on stage with them because I never hold back, and they love playing around with interacting with me because of that.

The participant who had been observing began a discussion at that point about how well the day had gone, even with a number of people missing. She felt that things had seemed more “cohesive” today. I asked the group if they agreed, and, when they did, I asked them why. They decided that things went so well because everyone present was so open to diving in, taking risks and volunteering their ideas. Then the participant observing made a special point of complimenting the woman playing Antonio on how much she’s grown in the group so far, and how much she is looking forward to seeing her continue to grow. “The only way you can fail is to give up,” she said.

This was an extremely positive day for everyone, and I am hoping that it spills over into the next session, when we’ll have more people.

Februray 26, 2013

Before we began today, the participant playing Prospero brought up that she is beginning to try to memorize her lines, but she is hesitant because we haven’t made all of our cuts yet. She is worried about the time left to do this, and, as it turns out, so is the rest of the group. I really wanted to make cuts all together, but I also am very committed to facilitating this experience in the way that they want, and not necessarily according to what is ideal for me, so I offered to streamline things by making cuts myself in pencil and then giving them the opportunity to reject any cuts they don’t want to keep. They seemed relieved by this solution, so that’s what we’ll do. This way, we’ll move more quickly, they’ll feel better about the situation, but the process also will not be entirely taken away from them. The participant playing Caliban has joined another drama group in addition to this one, and she brought up that when she was discussing Caliban with a woman in that group, that woman asked if Caliban actually did try to rape Miranda, or if Prospero just thinks he did. That brought up a really interesting dilemma for her as an actress. The participant playing Prospero brought up that Caliban admits to it – but does he? The lines are:

Prospero:

Thou most lying slave,

Whom stripes may move, not kindness! I have used thee

(Filth as thou art) with human care, and lodged thee

In mine own cell till thou didst seek to violate

The honor of my child.

 

Caliban:

Oh ho, O ho! Would’t had been done!

Thou didst prevent me; I had peopled else

This isle with Calibans.

 

So, maybe he actually did try to rape Miranda, or maybe Prospero misinterpreted something he saw, and then treated Caliban so terribly that he figured, “Well, I may as well have,” and this led to some of his “bad behavior,” as we discussed during the last session. What we arrived at was that for the woman playing Prospero, it really makes no difference – for Prospero, it’s cut and dry: this is what happened. But the participant playing Caliban will have to make a choice at some point about what really happened, and this will influence the way she plays her character. She is delighted with how complex he is turning out to be.

This same participant learned a game in her other group that we haven’t played in ours in such a long time that most of the current participants have never played it, and that is Party Quirks. I described it to them, and they wanted to try it, so we did. It went extremely well. This is an improv game that relies on the actors playing various characters to give solid clues as to who they are so that the “host” is able to guess. The first group to play were all celebrities, and they gave excellent clues through the things that they said. We discussed it and decided that in the second round, we would try for more physical characteristics. This proved to work very well, too. I’ve actually never seen a group of beginning actors do so well with this game. It was a really great experience for everyone.

We then worked on Act I Scene II, mainly on the interaction between Prospero and Caliban. These two actresses are finding it challenging to be as “nasty” to one another as they need to be, but they are getting there. We discussed their physicality quite a bit – both of them have a way of backing up after a line that makes them appear weak. We had a very good time working on this scene, and it will only get stronger as we work more.

February 22, 2013

Today we welcomed a new participant who is very enthusiastic about being a part of the group. We then played a silly game to loosen up. The participant who is now playing Caliban after the first to play this role left the group was very eager to get up on stage, so we decided to begin by working on her character, namely Caliban’s monologue. After discussing the character a bit, she and another participant mentioned that they were both having trouble dealing with Caliban’s attempted rape of Miranda. So how can the part be played without judgment? We talked about Caliban’s being conditioned by his life’s experiences to behave the way he does. The woman playing this character said, for many people, it becomes a situation in which, if you behave badly for a long time, you begin to feel you are not redeemable, so why try? “If no one can see past it, I’ll just be awful,” she said. Then the group discussed that this bad behavior can become a coping mechanism or “wall” – you become “perceivably evil” to others. One participant mentioned that Caliban may feel that his actions are justified because the world is against him, which, again, is very typical of people they know in prison. And the participant playing Prospero pointed out that, no matter what, Prospero will always judge Caliban on that one action – which is precisely what they don’t want people to do with them.

The participant playing Caliban then got up to perform the monologue. Her reading was fluid, and she clearly understood the material, but the group asked her to dive deeper emotionally into it. One participant asked specifically for bitterness. We urged her not to be afraid to go there – that she is in a safe place. The second time she read was much more connected. I asked her why she thought that had happened, and she said she had spoken more from her diaphragm, which allowed her to go deeper. Then the participant who joined today mentioned that it seems like Caliban goes from a bitter and angry place to more of a whiny place, and then he becomes wary. She is absolutely right, of course, and everyone was very excited that she was able to get that from the piece on her first day. So was she.

The others didn’t want to give the piece a try because they want to focus on their own characters, so with the little time we had left, the participant playing Gonzalo decided to read her “Were I sovereign” speech. She has difficulties reading aloud, but she is getting much better, and everyone pointed out how much easier the words seem to be coming for her. We also discussed some possible cuts, but we didn’t make any today.